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i'm at UofL ordering pizza with kristopher. his mom's coming in town this weekend, which sucks a lot. because she's kinda creepy, but that's okay. school was kinda lame. i think i'm going to try for GA for art, so i'm kinda excited. mmmmkay..i gotta go
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[23 Sep 2005|06:51pm] |
o ya, i dyed my hair reddish brown yesterday & it's pretty hot.
i took a nap earlier and when i woke up, i felt like shit. i've got a cold or some shit. but i feel craaaaaaappy. but brian called, and it made my day a lot brighter.
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[23 Sep 2005|02:13pm] |
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hot damn, sal and i are so fucking rad!
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[23 Sep 2005|01:56pm] |
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I've lost my friendship with brian, which really breaks my heart. Kris is upset with me because i'm going to see my friends instead of hang out with him today..but i miss my friends so much...i can't lose my friends, they mean so much to me. all of my close friends have been there for me, and now i feel like i'm not there for them when they might need me. so i feel pretty terrible. not only about that, but for making kris sad too.
maggie invited me to go to the last second to scribner concert and pretty girls make graves (two different places and times) after work tomorrow- so kris and i might go.
doesn't it feel like the world is just kind of falling apart? with hurricane katrina, and now rita is on it's way to texas, the on-going war in iraq and bush making terrible decsions, taking a lot of time to respond to katrina..gas prices soaring.. 24 evacuees were killed on the way out of texas because of a fire on the bus. in new orleans people were going nuts, carrying guns and shit.. it's scary.
school is going pretty lame. i hate it still. but i still try to make the most of it. i'm really pumped to see bren & seth tonight.
well, i'll be home being bored until about 7pm tonight so i'll be around..
oh and my cell phone started to work again..so yeah.
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[13 Sep 2005|11:38pm] |
for the first time in my life- i'm purely happy. school is shit, but i'm still happy. i miss my friends, though. a lot. kris is happy here, even though he's been sick. i've got work tomorrow, so i really should be going to bed..lol.
i don't really know what to say, i don't have anything to bitch about..so i guess i'll just leave it at that.
<3 me
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[04 Sep 2005|03:42pm] |
so yea im at rene's w/ kris. they're rollin up. and we're just listenin to rap and talking. life's been better. got shit worked out with betsy and school is better. but i still hate it. i miss brian, lindsay & my homies.
kris & i rented 3 dvd's of the simpsons last night, it was good.
we're starting our own green house. those of you who know what im talkin bout, are smart. anyways, im friggin tired lately. but its all good. my hair smells good. i miss my sister too. all right, peace qts.
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[14 Aug 2005|04:49pm] |
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i feel pretty gross. we got caught in the rain at cherokee park last night & then went to waffle house (mmmm)- i got home around 4am & woke up at 4pm. i need a bath & more sleep. & maybe some food =)
whitney invited us to a bar-b-q tonight that my finest hour is having, i kinda doubt we'll go though. but i would like to. guh, im hungry.
school starts on wednesday.. thats going to be interesting trying to wake up for. i all of a sudden just feel like crying.
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[13 Aug 2005|08:08pm] |
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Kris is in louisville, he got here about an hour ago. I hopefully get to see him tonight at some point.
I've been in a terrible mood the past few days..due to lack of sleep, heavy stress, & i'm just flat out irritable. I went to work at 11 & worked until close. my feet are sore & i'm exhausted from dealing with people all day.
I think i've kind of developed a paranoia where i feel like everyone is looking at me & thinking about how unattractive i am. at first i was like "why am i being so stressed out about how i look, i never care" i've never cared about how i look, but lately- i've been really concerned about it & i don't know why. but it actually is effecting me badly.. when im with my friends its harder to have fun because of it.. i really think something is wrong with me, it's also making me not want to go out & do things. gaaaaah.
i got into an accident yesterday- i wasn't driving or anything, but it was scary & im a bit sore.
okay. well i'm going to go call kris & then get ready or whatever.
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[09 Aug 2005|11:06pm] |
fuck.
i wrote a long entry & accidentally deleted it.
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[01 Aug 2005|03:11pm] |
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My birthday is in 3 days and the only people (who aren't family) who have really showed me that they gave a damn about it are bren, seth & kris.
i stopped calling people to see if they could hang out, just to see if they would call me. and they haven't. and i'm hurt. i feel like i'm losing my friends, and it fucking hurts.
so for my birthday, im goin to breakfast with my mom & sister, taking the test to get my permit & going to huber's (or something of that nature) with bren and seth. i decided to not have a party because i don't feel like hostessing to a bunch of people who forget about me.
yea i'm being a baby & immature but i don't care. im freakin sad and my feelings are hurt for a very good reason.
i was gonna go hang out w/ b & s today, but i'm not anymore. gr, im in a rotton mood.
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[31 Jul 2005|08:11pm] |
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California was amazing.
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[13 Jul 2005|09:41pm] |
Driftwood: a fairy tale
by: cursive <3
He swam steadily for most of the day. Suddenly
he found himself approaching an enormous
floating cavern. Could it be an island? Pinocchio
looked closed and he saw two huge rows of
sharp, yellow teeth and he realized his mistake.
So he would sulk and drink and mope
and cross his arms and hope to die.
And then a fairy came one night
to bring this sorry boy to life.
She pulled some strings,
spun him about,
that boy sprang up,
and began to shout,
"My arms, my legs, my heart, my face,
they are alive."
And she would cry, "liar, liar,
What have I done?
You're no lover and I'm no fighter."
The story goes on.
So he would buy her things and
kiss her hair to show he was for real.
And she would take those gifts and
kisses though just stringing him along.
She knew about those wooden boys,
it's an empty love to fill the void
Pinocchio, oh boy, how your nose has grown
So he would cry, "liar, liar,
I'll prove it to you"
But then it grew.
He had grown tired of her
so it was true.
He left her apartment
and he walked all night long,
'til he was stopped by the shore of the ocean.
But still he walked on
amongst the whales and waves
and screamed, "liar, liar"
and his wooden body floated away.
He just drifted away.
And now I wonder how I was made
Now I wonder how I was made
My arms, my legs, my heart, my face,
my name is Driftwood.
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[13 Jul 2005|05:48pm] |
Bart: "you mean it ain't me noggin, it's me peepers? well that's just loverly."
*pair of giant shoes flies through the window*
Flanders: "kids did anyone pray for some giant shoes?"
Todd: "i did!"
Flanders: "okily dokily"
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[03 Jul 2005|01:50am] |
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i dyed bren's hair plaid today, it actually looks pretty good. better than what i was expecting.
overall the day was boring.. betsy's mean. she's all like "yea, call me tomorrow and maybe we can hang out, i'll cross my fingers & hope my mom will let me"..she blew me off all day, like she does. it's so frustrating, if you don't want to hang out- that's fine, just don't fucking ignore me, you know? don't get me wrong, i adore betsy..she's really a good friend- when she's not blowing you off-
my hands are stained red, black and green from all the dye. i don't really even care. i'm tired & bored.
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[01 Jul 2005|11:50pm] |
Florida was pretty fun. I won't break it down for ya, because it really wasn't that interesting. I did go to the "gulfarium" & got to see dolphins & sea lions. i went to the beach a lot, but didn't get much of a tan..because my skin refuses to get anything but whiter.
um, i just realized i really don't feel like writing anything..so yea...
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[25 Jun 2005|11:53am] |
Shoo homies. I'm going to Florida today, i'll be back July 1st.
--Happy Birthday Brian!
--Good luck at nationals, KB
--I love you, Kris =P
--Lindsay, I'm going to call you when i get back so we can get together =)
yea, thats all i feel like doing. i'm sleepy.. I hung out w/ maggie & her friends yesterday & didn't get home until 6am. i'm exhausted. but i enjoyed myself- smokin' it up in a tent was pretty fun too. but i still miss kris.
aight errbody- keep it real.
<3
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[24 Jun 2005|04:56am] |
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i can't sleep, i had a headache when i went to bed n while i tried to sleep, it just got worse. so i've been up since about 3. this sucks. i'm sleeeeepy. but my head hurts so so so bad
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[23 Jun 2005|04:25pm] |
What should I do for my birthday? It's at the beginning of august.. & I have no idea what I want to do, who to invite or where to do it at.
i need helllllp.
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